Agony

Endless emotions are suffocating me,

Tears of sadness fills my eyes

Impairing my vision to see clearly.

 

This world as we know it, is cold...

Like in the middle of a crisp winter night

Robbing me out of my self identity, leaving me alone.

 

I'm lost in the dark, I can't seem to find light,

Whispers in my head has me with a guilty conscience

That all I see is sin, greed and hate...

 

God is always on time,

So why am I always late?

 

I keep telling myself

The Devil is a liar,

But I just took another hit,

And now I'm higher.

 

I have no more room for trust,

Thought once before it was love,

Maybe I was wrong, maybe it's just lust.

 

Now I'm all filled up with pain and sorrow,

That has demolished my soul,

Left me feeling like there's no tomorrow.

 

I feel caged inside my own guilt...

Now I know why the caged bird sings.

 

Sometimes I feel like a body without a brain,

So I guess I'm dead...

Wait a minute, I just had a thought...

 

I'm still telling my story, so I must be alive,

That's the reason I must continue on to strive!