Rain Secrets

Raindrops fall...
Like a bead of sweat...
Sliding down my face,
I stick out my tongue...
Just to get a taste.

Rain pour on me,
Wash away my sins
Now set me free.

No this, for I tell you now...
Raindrops have stories
From here and out.

I pick a raindrop
That falls from above,
And it tells me a story
of truth and love.

Rain pour on me
Wash away my sins
Now set me free...

It tells a story...
How God yokes two into one,
A bond of unity,
Like the moon and sun.

I pick another raindrop
That fell from above,
And it's story it gave,
Was not that of love...

She ran off to go seek some advice,
Instead, all she got was
Half truths and lies.
So gullible she is...
She laid on her back...
Then he gave her a kiss.

Where is his ring she thought...
Too late for that,
She should have talked.

Rain pour on me
Wash away my sins
Now set me free.

This isn't a prayer to God himself,
Yet it's a poem
Of truths and secrets,
So how do I get help?

Rain pour on me
Wash away my sins
Now set me free.

So I stick my tongue out for
One more taste,
Rain, rain fall on me
And wash my face.

The leaves have all fallen,
Like dead hair from an old woman.

I grab one last raindrop
To tell its story to me,
Come to find out...
This raindrop is a story
About me!

So I take this raindrop
And cuff it tight,
I emerge into the rain
And out comes sunlight.

Rain pour on me
Wash away my sins
Now set me FREE!!!
c/o Jeneane Oliver

Anger

He is like a ticking bomb,
Ready to explode...
He has no where to go.

His shoulders are heavy,
His feet are light,
He is ready to put up any fight.

He thinks to himself...
With nothing to lose,
Who will be the next victim He choose.

With anger in His voice,
Rage in His eyes,
His fist, punch through the victim's face,
Like it's a piece of a pie.

Anger, Anger, go away,
Come back, Come back, another day.

Blood oozing,
Now he's losing,
So confusing.

He's so mad,
He keeps beating him...
Back to back.

His fist are cherry red...
He looks down at the boy,
To notice what he did...
He beat the boy, until he was dead.

Anger, Anger, go away,
Come back, Come back, another day.

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Love

Love is a beautiful emotion,
It comes in many ways...
Love between family,
Love between friends.

Then there is a special love,
One so hard to define,
It is so Divine.

This Love is lasting,
So don't let it keep passing.

Love is long-suffering,
Love is gentle,
Not rough.

Love will not lie,
Love will be there until you die.

Love is like...
When they are gone for a split second,
You miss them all over again.

Love is to not be misused,
Nor is it to be abused.
Love is an indescribable feeling,
It's an experience.

You will never regret love,
If you do,
It was never love from the start.

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If I Had You

If I had you...
I wouldn't let you go,
I will keep you close,
I will keep you right,
Never would I argue or fight.

Anything you want I will give,
Without you I couldn't live.
You are a beautiful King,
So allow me to be your Queen.

I will rub, massage and kiss your feet,
Just to show how much I do appreciate you deep.
Your dreams I will support,
Your nightmares I will abort.

I will be your best friend
Holding it down like your woman.
I will wipe away every tear,
Don't cry or weep
Because I'm here to stay for years.

I will be your shadow
So you know I'm always there.
When your down on your luck,
I will stand strong for you
Just to show you that I care...

If I had you,
I would take care of you as if you were my baby
Pamper you, wine and dine you...
You can claim me to be your lady.

If I had you...
I would sex you everyday and every night in
The way we do it,
I swear every time we will have twins.

If I had you the world would be yours
My door will always be open,
Never will I have locked doors.

If I had you...
Yeah, only if I had you...

Owned & Registered...c/o..10/07/2010...by:Jeneane Oliver

Confidence

Take a look in the mirror,
What do you see deeply?
Look on the inside
Instead of focusing on the outside.
What do you feel?

See your heart, hear the way it beat,
Smile at yourself because you are unique.
Open your arms wide and give yourself a huge hug,
Say to yourself you are loved.

If no-one else will, put yourself on a pedestal,
Stop, don't think like that... your not a fool,
Your just different and that's what makes you cool.

You come a dime a dozen, you are very rare,
When people look at you, just let them stare.
Walk with your head high to the sky,
Strut your step, smile at them and say hi.

When they laugh at you, laugh right along,
Sing to yourself; I'm beautiful inside as well on the outside
Hear the tune? sing the song...

It's called confidence,
No-one gives it to you but yourself,
Your a star, so give it to the audience,
Now say out loud; I'm beautiful, unique and rare,
Now it shows that you care,
It's confidence!

Lost Identity

My mind is blank,

I don't even think,

I just act on my instincts.

It's so easy to fall in tune,

Monkey see monkey do!

Curiosity killed the cat!

So why was the cat curious?...

Lack of knowledge could account for this,

Unless knowledge never slacked

And words of wisdom was never missed.

Follow the leader,

Or copy the cat,

Simon says to...

So just follow and do.

Every girl wants to be a barbie,

While every guy wants Jen and Jane,

No wonder they be on Maury.

Laid on your back with a bland mind,

Now your nine in

With an STD, that's not a friend.

Whispered a sweet line in your mind

 Now your puffed up with air,

Think he's not lying?

Let's play a game of truth or Dare,

Is it true just the other day...

You could swear?

I dare you to take a hit,

It's not hard,

At any day you can quit

Now you have become addicted.

Caught up in the game

Now your time is restricted.

Safety is on your side,

Just open it up and glide...

You don't trust me?

It's only you I adore.

Here ease your mind,

Just take a hit

And just a sip...

Open up let me in,

Your my only intimate friend.

Now your paying the price

For something that came free,

Ended you up in a lifetime agony.

Watch those smiling faces,

They cut you open

Leaving you raw,

Those could be the ones

Having you catch some cases.

You get it dealt for $10 or $20,

It may come green or white

But in your mind,

You know it isn't right.

But He say or she say...

Now you have to pay,

Down on bended knees

Nothing left to do but pray.

Lord have mercy on my soul,

Forgive me for my sins for I have committed,

If I shall die,

Send me to heaven rather than to hell,

One straight shot,

One golden ticket.

I go by Jane

But you can call me Jazzy,

'Cause my looks are sassy

But my love is classy.

Took it to the head,

I'm so gone...

I just want to be left alone.

Now I stare in the mirror

Looking at an image

Of a beautiful physique,

I once was told,

I was unique...

But I stare deep within,

And still I don't know who I am...

Agony

Endless emotions are suffocating me,

Tears of sadness fills my eyes

Impairing my vision to see clearly.

 

This world as we know it, is cold...

Like in the middle of a crisp winter night

Robbing me out of my self identity, leaving me alone.

 

I'm lost in the dark, I can't seem to find light,

Whispers in my head has me with a guilty conscience

That all I see is sin, greed and hate...

 

God is always on time,

So why am I always late?

 

I keep telling myself

The Devil is a liar,

But I just took another hit,

And now I'm higher.

 

I have no more room for trust,

Thought once before it was love,

Maybe I was wrong, maybe it's just lust.

 

Now I'm all filled up with pain and sorrow,

That has demolished my soul,

Left me feeling like there's no tomorrow.

 

I feel caged inside my own guilt...

Now I know why the caged bird sings.

 

Sometimes I feel like a body without a brain,

So I guess I'm dead...

Wait a minute, I just had a thought...

 

I'm still telling my story, so I must be alive,

That's the reason I must continue on to strive!

Once In A Lifetime

Once in a lifetime
Someone walks into your life,
At that very moment you may not know why.

Maybe it's destined to be
Or maybe the devil will be testing me.
Only time can tell it's fate
But can my heart stand to stick around
And honestly, patiently wait?

It's said, a soul-mate comes a dime a dozen,
So in this dozen, is my dime worth losing?
In my mind, I think; is this a waste of time...
Yet my heart feels such great joy and just keeps on buzzing.

This feeling that I have is inevitable,
My heart can't come to terms of letting it go,
So I stick around,
Allowing it's fate to show.

You bring such love, peace and happiness...
Your touch is as gentle as summers' air breeze,
The kiss you give is as passionate as a rare red rose...
Your hug makes me weak, have me shivering to my knees.

You listen to everything I say,
Lending your shoulder to my cries,
You hold me in your arms tightly...
As if to never let me slip away.

Now I know my prayers have been answered,
It's a blessing to have someone like you...
I'll keep you dear to my heart,
'Cause this only comes once in a lifetime
And this time I know is true!

I Hate

I hate how you said one thing

I hate how you did another thing

I hate that I believed you

I hate when you called me your boo

I hate that to you I cried

I hate how you lied 

I hate the way you kiss

I hat that your cousin tried to diss

I hate that with your tongue you licked my cat

I hate that I rubbed your back

I hate that I'm emotional

I hate that effort that I put in

I hate you lied about being my friend

I hate that you touched me

I hate that you rubbed my knee

I hate that we had sex

I hate when you don't answer and I can't text

I hate when you don't call

I hate when my tears fall

I hate when I think your cheating

I hate even believing

I hate that I feel in love

I hate it seems like my prayer's are not answered above

I hate you made me smile

I hate that I walked a mile

I hate that I had trust

I hate this if it's lust

I hate you said "I can do"

I hate when we played clue

I hate that I hate this feeling I hate that I know, 'cause I'm missing you!